Searching for Thought-Provoking Conversation

Hi friends!

Sorry, it's been awhile.

Ashton is home safe and sound with his father. I miss the little guy. I sometimes here noises and think it's him, and I feel my body mold into Mommy-mode before I realize it's not actually happening. :)

There's really nothing too interesting to report in my life. Yesterday, my girls and I went to LaBodega, which is this wonderful mexican fish place... mmm... and had a few drinks. Then we ran off to a hot tub we know and had massage trains and good conversation.

Conversation, which is a dying form of life what with text lingo, is something that is SOOO important to me. And I realized last night while a few of us were having conversations that mean something... how sometimes I want to make people have those kinds of conversations and when they wimp out and don't go "there" with me I get unhappy and want to push them to that place.

I want to make them look past the weather and what team is 0 for 7 and say something meaningful. I watch movies that have diabolical dialogue and think, why can't real world be that way? Why can't we have anger, cry together, breathe together, learn together... why do we continuely shut ourselves in these "dont-ask-questions-that-ruffle-feathers" boxes. It's such a tight squeeze. And I feel so disappointed when I misjudge people for thinkers and it's just a show. OR maybe they are thinkers, but never share that side. And when I get a glimpse that they can and try to pull more out of them -- they shut down. Are my girls and I the only interesting people out there? Surely not! lol*

But where are they hiding. I don't want conversations where they talk to be heard. I want... unique, thought-provoking, makes you really use your noggin, conversation. I would like to feel as though I opened new boxes after a conversation. Is that too much to ask for? :)

Also, a minor plug for my other blog of poetry and dreams and other such nonsense...

http://confessionsofarose84.blogspot.com/